Exam is just around the corner... in fact, this evening it will make its debut... and I'm still not ready... I am not going to point to anyone, because I know, it's my fault I'm not ready... I think I am stressed but really cannot drag myself to study, I don't know why... I think I should see someone.. I'm terrified yet I'm still writing in this blog, as if I've finished covering all the topics.. Am I running from something? If I am, well, I'm not going to outrun it... It will still come and get me... I know that, but still, I kept typing...
Why am I like this?.. I don't realize since when I got this habit of running away from problems... Am I lacking motivation? Why should I be motivated?.. Why shouldn't I?.. Where is my long-lost drive? I need to look for it and I need it now!! Can somebody help me?
Why am I like this?.. I don't realize since when I got this habit of running away from problems... Am I lacking motivation? Why should I be motivated?.. Why shouldn't I?.. Where is my long-lost drive? I need to look for it and I need it now!! Can somebody help me?
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